First blog, first thoughts

Well, finally i officially started my own first blog. There is always a first time to everything and yes, first time is always a good experience, a time to be treasured. Well, to be honest, this is not really my first blog, but i decided to start a new one becos the old one back in friendster robbed me of my privacy, frens on the list wld email, msn and sms me whenever there is an update to my life......well, i guess i m a private person who doesnt want to be disturbed unnecessarily....let alone share my thoughts wif pple who proclaimed to be my "frens". I just needed somewhere to vent out my emotions, to let go of things, and yes, an emergency exit.

Since this is the official first tiny little blog where i can write freely and hopefully, wifout pple disturbing me abt the latest stuff in my life, i decided to write a long long one......First impression always last i guess.

Just came back from Hua Hin after having a short break......well mentally i m still tired, but a new semester of sch had began and it wasnt easy to cope wif work and studies. Finally realise doing part time is no joke, it takes a lot of mental and physical strength to do it. Imagine having to forgo the parties every weekend to immerse in what i call D-R-E-A-M-S. Is tough, but is a challenge. Ok enough on the grumbling....just wanna talk about a bit on Hua Hin.

Well, the aim to Hua Hin was achieved, to rot there and to tink nothing of work and studies, just immerse myself in the world of paradise and yes i met an interesting man there. A man whom i do not know his name.....yet he was a man whom i chatted like an old fren. Let's call him Dr D. I only knew he was a uterologist from Dutch. In case imagination went wild, he went to Hua Hin wif his wife......i went wif my best fren and so it was a pure admiration. We met at a snorkelling trip at Bang Saphan. Well, i supposed his knowledge about the world really made him a nice talking partner. He could talk about anything under the sun, i wonder if that was the gift for ang mohs. He was sharing his experience as a doctor in Kenya and Africa and suddenly i feel so insignificant, so sheltered. Is like there were so many things tat i haven really experienced in life. Perhaps that was God's gift to me tat day in Hua Hin, enlightening me of the numerous things i hadnt experienced and i shldnt give up my chances of experiencing them. I suppose you only live once and you were only young once, and when opportunity approached, give it a shot. Of course opportunites come wif a trade-off. Is tough to find a man well-learned in my place....or perhaps we lived in a materialistic world where knowledge no longer mattered. However, on that particular day in Hua Hin, i saw all the shortcomings in myself.....and i told myself, i will continue to work hard and learn hard about things around me, about things in the world and yes be a better person.

Is almost coming to an end of the year and i tink i found my new resolution not only for next year, but for the many many years to come, to become a better person, to learn more and to become knowlegable......and hopefully i am able to fulfill tat promise to myself.

Dr D, whoever you are, thanks for letting me to know you. It was a truly enjoyable experience chatting wif u. Wherever you are, may you always be a blessing to pple around you.....