Perhaps Love

Hmm, i have to admit, i wasnt in the best of mood today. Work was piling up and i haven completed my assignment for my second last module. Worse, my work is robbing me of my time to concentrate that my assignments became a burden....really bad timing. Was thinking after the gruelling previous semester, i shld be able to enjoy myself more this semester, but alas, work commitment had taken the toil out of me....but i do enjoy my work though....it finally gave me the satisfaction i was looking for ....for a long long time.

Somehow i decided to watch the movie today. Wun miss Takeshi's move esp this one had such a strong cast.....and somehow when i decided to watch the movie, i wld link it wif him. Yes, i know, he was already a past, but perhaps it had to do wif Takeshi's last movie, "Turn left, Turn right". I still rem the time when i cried so hard after watching the movie, perhaps i can feel wif the movie. He and I were like two parallel lines which cant meet.....and i rem i told him i wld want to wat "Turn left, Turn right" another time. He asked me why, and i told a white lie, saying tat i was a fan of Takeshi. Well, i just wanna see if i cld see other things else by watching it the sec time......anyway, somehow he was in my thoughts today...

I wld say it was a gd movie.......Takeshi cant forget the past, while Zhou Xun wanted to move fwd......perhaps like wat Zhou Xun did, one shld move fwd. And so i tot i did........i din want any contact......but maybe he cant let me go.......Gotcha his sms the other day. I cant help but feel glad. No doubt, i feel no more pain, but is also a fact tat i still had some feelings for him......guess wat i had "invested" had taken a toil out of me tat after 3 years, i cld still feel something....Actually i wonder, will u ever get over somebody? That person had taken something fr u tat u dun feel like the same person anymore...wat he had said and did, u may have adopted and adapted...it was like the many little things in life still contained some of his images.....

Anyway, i really love this movie, i feel everything was so nicely captured and yes the cast gave a splendid performance.......the display of emotions was so great. Perhaps love was supposed to be simple.....a simple love story that Jacky always wanted to make.....and it was also a simple thing tat everyone yearned....at least for me. When i was young, i wanted a heart wenching relationship so tat i wld cherish my loved ones.....I supposed i got my wish and i finally realise perhaps love wld be better if it is simple......It is a blessing to be simple...and i wld always rem that...:)

Time to go to bed ne......!